Eternal Bliss - My endless mystery. - текст песни, слова, перевод, видео

It’s strange.. There was so much deception and lies in our communication, but I don’t regret it a bit. All these inventions, like scenarios according to which we lived other people’s lives, did not prevent us from being someone close, as if whole. This little hope for a notorious teenager , that, finally! Here it is! That same soul mate that all the books, songs, people are shouting about.. These.. Almost 2 years brought a lot of color to the lives of each of us. Agree, we spent the lion’s share of the time together. 16 hours per day is not a question.

We understood perfectly well what and who was hidden behind these “masks”, “roles” - well, you know what I mean. But the moment when the decision came to bare your soul, to show your true self, will be remembered for the rest of your life. Attempts to love... Honestly, I loved you then, big waves of tenderness and other vanilla garbage.

Do you remember that time? I remember with a laugh and a smile, and a bit of aching pain in my soul, that it won’t be the same then. I wondered where such a seemingly simple girl had so much persistence, intelligence and something like that.. The ability to regret? ,Support? I can say with confidence, you were support and support, albeit from a distance. What happened... We became very close. That external and internal similarity was very surprising, and I was once again convinced that all the friends around were are not worth you alone.

You succeeded in replacing everything, pushing everyone out. But I was glad. What was on your mind was anyone's guess. I didn’t see the full return, over time you began to turn into some kind of bitchy, cold, unfamiliar girl to me. But I myself filled my head with nonsense in the form of new acquaintances, exchanging you for these moments of life.

September 30th was the decisive date when you finally crossed me out of your life. At first I didn’t realize the fullness of this loss. I calmed myself down with the words that it was time to live in reality. The realization came later. No one will ever notice you. Never. I tried to improve the relationship, but to no avail. I don’t know what’s driving me, pride or absolute indifference? Cold disregard in my direction.. So humiliating and well deserved.

Now all that remains is to observe your life from the outside.. By logging into all sorts of accounts, checking profiles, I immediately find out what you are hiding behind. You won’t forget this even past the eyes that know, and something else inside that feels - it’s impossible not to to know.

I don’t know why I’m even saying all this... But I need to pour out my soul.

I miss you dearly, my Bird. Sarik. Irishka.

Perhaps you will hear this someday... I will be only glad.

I just want you to know that once you pulled out and saved a person. You were a bright spot in his life.. But Unfortunately, no Happy Ending.