Codra Foymal - Мое счастье - моя погибель - текст песни, слова, перевод, видео

Author: Codra Foymal

You know, Dean, but I always knew how it would end. I knew about this from our first meeting.

When you stuck a demon blade into me, you looked into my eyes. Even then, I saw my destruction in your gaze. Already then.

Although, perhaps, I understood everything even earlier. Much earlier. Having received an order to get you out of hell, even then I anticipated that my death is inevitable. But I still saved you.

Despite all my resurrectings after deaths, I was always sure of what my end would be. What will be our end.

You will ask why I did not solve this problem before, if I knew everything in advance? Why didn't you kill you? The answer is simple.

At the very moment when I looked into your eyes, I saw there not only my pain, suffering and death. I saw my soul there.

Everyone says that angels have no soul and cannot be. But they are mistaken. I found my soul in you. Next to yours.

You always thought that you were dirty, damned, ugly inside. Monster. But this is not at all like that. I see you completely different. Pure, shining paradise ... You have always been to me by my little miracle. You will always remain him.

I have lived for many centuries, millennia, but I have never met a person like you. I have never seen my soul mate in anyone. I did not care. I just listened to orders and executed them.

But when I recognized you, all orders were forgotten. I no longer wanted to be a soulless soldier, because here she is my soul. You.

Do not blame yourself for what happened, my love. It should have happened sooner or later. But you are not to blame, you hear? That's not you.

Your light is still shining as brightly as in our first meeting. I will remember him forever. I will remember your eyes and such a rare, but desired smile. I will remember your laughter and your swearing. I will remember your "I need you." I will remember you forever.

They say that when the angels die, they do not fall into paradise, nor in hell, or in purgatory. They just disappear. But I know that I will not disappear.

While you remember and think of me, I will always live in your heart and memory. This is enough for me, my beloved. Believe me.

I know you can do it. You will defeat the dark side that has taken possession of you.

Do not curse yourself. Find your happiness, Dean. The same happiness that you are for me. I beg you.

You must be strong. You have to shine brightly. You must live a long and happy life. You have to smile and not give up. You must forgive yourself.

And remember me, please, because I do not want to disappear.

Goodbye, my man.

And know, in my death I found my happiness.