Desimal - Afterlife - текст песни, слова, перевод, видео

"- What does it look like?

- As if 200 television channels are broadcast in your head at once, and you cannot make any of them silence. Hundreds of thousands of incomprehensible noise and sounds ... "

Simple question. A simple but terrible answer. The dialogue of two friends, one of which is diagnosed with schizophrenia. Seven years later, he will commit suicide, not finding more strength to resist the voices of demons in his head. After death, he will leave dozens of tracks in the style of D`N`B and will forever enter the history of music as one of the founders of Neurofunk. His name is Graham march (Desimal) and he is a genius.

The life of this person represented the struggle of the disease with innate genius. Already at the age of 13, Graham could perform any composition he heard on the radio on the piano. Any undertakings were easily given to him, especially if they touched music. At the age of fourteen! For years, he writes his first compositions, armed with only a computer, simple programs and inspiration. This is a time for the music of completely different styles: from Transe to DownTampo. Then a passion for D`n`b came, but until 1999 the musician prefers to conduct presentations of his work exclusively before a narrow circle of fans. Only after meeting with the famous Cyanide producer to Desimal, fame began to come. Simultaneously with fame, the disease began to progress. This struggle lasted until 2006. When the genius won, compositions were born that made the world look differently at the sound of d`n`b music. The disease won only once .... The result was the death of Graham, and the appearance of the Afterlife track. Two days before suicide, this composition was a kind of hope of getting rid of the disease that tormented the musician in the last years of his life. Desimal in conversations with friends admitted that in his mind there are voices that make people hurt people. For a person who is not able to offend anyone in real life, it was a real torture. It may seem like mysticism, but the first part of the track is really filled with voices and monologues. They are superimposed on the initially gloomy and dirty sound of Neurofunk and draw an extremely depressive picture. Probably the days of a person with schizophrenia sound like that. Gradually, the composition immerses you in a depressively eminent state. And then silence occurs, and everything seems to disappear ... extraneous noises and sounds disappear, only a melody and rhythm remains. Lightness and hope for a bright outcome come. Perhaps so Desimal imagined life after death. Life is complete freedom and peace. Life without constant attempts by the mind to make these voices shut up. Life after life. He found it or not, no one will ever know.

This was his last track, written 2 days before his death. Suffering from schizophrenia, march committed suicide, jumping from the roof. May 23, 2006 ....