MURDA KILLA - ПДМ - текст песни, слова, перевод, видео

Half dead and half alive just like that fucking glass

What does it mean to not push? Tell me, bro.

I don’t remember what yesterday and I won’t remember what today, endless Groundhog Day in my gray underworld

I don’t have the strength to get out of bed, I don’t have the strength to finish the loop, my corpse is decomposing in my dark dirty house.

It’s damp inside me, like a well, and dark like under a bed, it’s also empty, just as gloomy, and dusty, too, by the way.

The dirt in the apartment is knee-deep, I’m inside this captivity, I’ll probably be here for a long time, my listeners are the walls. Despair in my veins, hoarse voice like a hairdryer, I'm first on the list of whiners, half-schizo, half-emo

And I burn my skin again to smell the world

To return to your body

To turn on live broadcast

All attempts to unload only cause pain

All attempts to quit are multiplied by zero

Emptiness looks at me from the corners of my apartment

Days are lost in routine, the word "enough" is on the lips

I don't need help because I'm afraid to look you in the eye

I'm afraid of your care, keep your words

The silence in my head is deafening with its ringing

it will dissolve everything that does not fill it

Chicks, parties, blue, staff, I don’t remember these words

I only remember the word "fear" I only remember the word "coffin"

I look at your hands and you carefully remain silent

Your tenderness will not wash away my rust, baby

No matter how much time I spend, I get worse, Fuck antidepressants, I don’t need anyone anyway

I'm receiving messages

I can't answer

(7 missed from homeies, blocking like a seal)

Bitch, I could get high but I don't see the point, I don't see the point at all, there's no spark in the lighter

It’s already 12 o’clock, but falling asleep is not an option, my thoughts are racing through everything I could be happy about

And now the feeling of spring is not at all in the box office

Did you say the hostel is meat?

You didn't see my dreams