Я - Изливание души МАРТИНА - текст песни, слова, перевод, видео

Honestly, it begins to annoy what is happening in my life. The loss of people close to me, constant quarrels with those with whom this should not be. These companies that do not love me ... no, hate it. You are with them and you are all so pleasant, good, responsive, but if you go out of the threshold and you sharply become the most disgusting person whom they met.

When you try, try to do something, do something, but they don’t see it, they don’t see it at point blank (or maybe they don’t even want to see it?), When they joke that you are not so clean (maybe they don’t even joke?), When the stem for fun (or maybe not for fun?).

Yes ... yes, damn it, I am stupefied. Moreover, stupefied as a bitch. I do not know what to do, how to happen next. Because it settled too deep in my head, so deep that even my cockroaches will not be able to dig up so far. Every dream, every song, every memory occupies only one thing. And how to get rid of this?

Is this a dose? No, this is an overdose, and in one of its worst sides.

Everything is built around, changing, improving ... And you seem to be stuck, you are not moving on here and that’s all.

Yes, many will say "Come on, do not beat your head with this" and I won’t even argue, they are right. It’s like getting lost in the forest in search of a way out, in search of at least someone/something that can help you or even change everything. And every quarrel, unpleasant people, companies are pebbles. And if on the way to the exit, you will collect these “pebbles” and throw them to your backpack, pockets, fill everything that is possible, then from complex movement it will end with a regular stop. And all. You are standing, you will not go anywhere, simply because you can’t do it. But you can’t throw it away, you just can’t, you seem to throw off some kind of “stone” and go further, but inside you wedges and you return after him and put it back. And so time after time, again and again, without a break, without any rest. And now I am in this position ... But for myself I have already decided, I am standing in place, watching how everyone goes to the exit or I throw everything and I throw everything and I am starting a new movement. But perhaps the most vile and disgusting is that I, realizing all my inferiority, I realize that in any case I will choose the first. Just because it is too kind and weak in relation to people who are really important to me. I need help, definitely, but the problem is that I do not know what should help me with.

I always envied people who were able to just go and sob, because I myself can’t do it myself. Which can come up and tell you everything that has accumulated inside, all this truth about dirty society and rotten people, as they hate someone or despise.

I gave myself the deadline and this period will last until January 1 and if nothing changes by this moment, then I will most likely do what I could not do twice.

P.S. Now my snot will be in your tape, hello!