Вера Полозкова - Чертово душевное равновесие - текст песни, слова, перевод, видео

- I thought you quit

“I quit,” he says, holding a cigarette with a corner of his lips, and claps his pockets in search of a lighter, “but, as you see, we managed to remain close friends

When she was traveling to this city, she solemnly blocked not to meet him. She told herself about this at the station, in a hotel, in a manicure salon, in a bookstore and on each of the central streets. She walked and praised herself. "I grew up. I had a damn mental balance. I don’t want problems, and I will not write to me because I don’t know what I am here; and if he finds out and writes, I will come up with something. It was difficult, there was even such social advertising. They tightened the glass, and the decisive hand stopped it. I have no addiction. I am free "

- You have a frightened look, baby

- Do not flatter yourself

For the "baby" you need to kill, of course

- Well, no, you never know, because of what you can have a frightened one. And the blue lips are also never enough of, from what. Maybe you were decisive here, but came and suddenly realized that you still love me. I know. Essential can be. There is nothing depends on me, baby

Oh, you are a pig

- Well, almost. I, I discovered a meal fool in the place of my boy, and now I am horror

- Lolling

- Well

And they laugh

And then they mainly laugh: “I recently bought Alpha Romeo here, I wanted to show you, but suddenly drank it”-“I lost my own, my husband-neft and the cottage in Barvikha”-“In poker?”-“In the toes”, -“And the children?”-“Children are trying to lose me”; he shows her a cat on the phone, the very cat that they once cut together, he kept, and she combed and cracked, shows her mother, the best friend of Dart. , she rejoices that he did not drink him too, he wraves that he tried repeatedly, but Dart is like God's gift, you want, but you will not drink

“I missed it,” he says, as always, unexpectedly, and she almost forgets to exhale

And then she wants to tell the truth, all this damn ton of truth, which she brought here in the compartment, for some reason, knowing that she would not be useful to anyone anyway; about how she talks to him mentally every time she hangs over wine a card in a restaurant, above the bracket in a clothing store; about how she comes up with jokes in the evenings in order to devote him to the occasion, knowing that she would not have a chance; that when she was asked by some relatives of her friends, at weddings or weddings or large family holidays-Are you married? -As nods and smiles, -And who is he? -On the playwright, "always referring to him, of course; About what a wonderful voice he had at twenty -seven years old, even when he sang drunk under her windows, fake and getting rid of laughter; about how pointless all this is, how stupid, how non -controversial, you can now catch a taxi and go To him, and there is still a drink and still joke that this is my book here you still have, you know how much you have owed, I will cancel the readership, oo, how so, do not touch my reader, this is Everything that I have left in old age, and even make love, dying with awkwardness and embarrassment, he got hold of an abdomen, she also does not do more beautifully over the years, and even feel something, now, the memory of the body, we came up great to each other , not really, and to leave the next morning, trying to light a bitter taste of absurdity and disappointment for everyone in a row, but not it is not worth it.

She lowers her voice and moves very close to the table

- I see nothing supernatural in this. For who else.

They diverge at the intersection, he is moved, cordial, hugs it tightly and does not want to let go. Then he recalls something, rummages in the case, extracts a book and holds out to it

- There are some scenes from a collection of my plays. There is only one about you

- Do not lie, there should be three good about me

- I will not sign, can I?

- No, sign it, so it will be more difficult to drink

In the hotel, she will reveal the book and read: “I have lost all power over you, but I hope that I have at least charm. I was happy for you today. Even, I was just happy to you.