Igemaniac - О тебе - текст песни, слова, перевод, видео

You should be wary of feeling like you've known someone your whole life. When he leaves, he may take your whole life with him...

I dreamed only about her, waited only for her. My life was filled with days of waiting and rare moments of contemplation and touch: her voice, her smell, her smile, and a little sad eyes. I lost touch with reality and drowned in my fantasies and fictions of what we had in common, something incredibly big and bright, something so personal that it would be impermissibly vulgar to talk about it.

I did not possess her physically, but when she was nearby, I felt power over the whole world, being in a stuffy concrete box of some establishment.

Now I can’t even remember how it all began, it just seemed to me that she had always been there, that the first feeling I ever had was a feeling of sincere adoration for her. I understood people who claim that there is nothing more painful than, being next to a person, knowing that he will never be yours, but I simply did not have the desire or strength to fight with myself, and especially with her.

Yes, she has always been. And I was with her all my life. She just looked different, she spoke differently, she had different names, she had a different character, and even other men before and after me. But it was she, the one for whom I wanted to live, and without whom I just as quickly stopped wanting to live.

Time will pass and I will probably meet her again. Again in a different guise and with a different name, and maybe I’ll even live the rest of my days happily, smiling in response to her slightly sad look, but now... Now it’s like I can’t breathe, now I hate the evenings, before I fall asleep and the dawns, when I wake up, knowing that she with these eyes, this smell and this name will no longer be in my life...