MARAFON Minus - лучше бы я тогда умер - текст песни, слова, перевод, видео

The pipe is thrown. This means - the conversations are over. Loneliness looks into the eyes and not to look away. Turning into a cry, you said that you no longer want anything between us, and that I should leave. The pipe is thrown. The past screamed in bundles. All life consists of long -studied dead ends. I beat the elevator wall with my hand, but that will not help me. Cold entrance. Wipe the blood on the leg. How fucking everything is ridiculous in this fucking world. Wrong. Not logical. So it should not be. I remember how we locked ourselves in your apartment to just lie, hugging - like in a movie. We started so ... Lord, so beautiful! I knew and still know that you are the same. And I could not believe that our happiness would die completely without strength when we cannot look into the eyes ... Each date ... She was warming up with something clean. But I am all of shit and memory, like a slap in the face. So how did we pass “us”, and what's the reason? I am going to walk on longing again, all night. Hope, laughter, an illusion of security has disappeared. Empty - in everything, in all. And before it was wrong. In every thought, trouble sits, opens a vile mouth. I can't, I don't want to convey it. ... It would be better if I died: sad, warm January, first hugging you like a girl, and kissing you. The heart would have become a bullet, torn all the vessels, with the only thought: "How much I love her!" That would be right. Honestly. As it should be. Anyway, stronger than then - I will never be happy. Compared to this moment - empty years are silent. I can't stand my life without you, I won’t stand it for an hour. Please come back, along with the ridiculous faith that we will always be able to play this not a game. Just in me, without you there will be no sense, probably. True, relatives - it would be better if I died. ... and I run around the endless circle inside. And I don’t know how to force yourself to continue. There is nothing without you, just look how I walk to nowhere, from your floor. You teach me to dream, as at the beginning of “us”. You teach me how to breathe, for the sake of those seconds that will stop all the clock, the light of our eyes. I can’t be here without you, I won’t be able to ... ... [nedonebo] I was painful on the day when I left, I was afraid that now, now I would definitely be left alone. And the whole world with people, houses, he became unimportant to me. I so wanted to return you to say - leave. Do you know what kind of alcohol is pouring into yourself in order to drown the last parts of you inside? I so wanted to jump from the balcony, while the city is sleeping so that my love was found on the asphalt in the morning. In the blood broken, but also purely crystal. ... And I sometimes broke into screams. I was so afraid to be alone in silence. He cried to friends in the eyes of a terrible pain. They did not let me go, and I became more lively. But you know, I still do not hear the heart of a knock. It seems to me that after you it turned off. He began to sing about feelings and hit the ringtones in a moment. If I wanted to forget you, then a dull show would have begun in a moment in which I would like that I love. But he was empty inside, because it would not be with you. And you forget me, cut off, burn to hell and flattened. Leave it to freeze here, and let people raise me. They will carefully take it to their house, feed and warm. After all, they do not mind, they boldly give me warmth. But I will not tell them that batteries are not important to me. After all, there is no need to sleep, I still died without her.