Раз-два-три, ветер изменится - Глава 4 отрывок 4 - текст песни, слова, перевод, видео

“... It seems to me that you came because you want to talk to me,” Dr. Lecter turns the glass and slightly moves forward. - You do not trust me, but came here, Will, - Why does he repeat this? He wants to emphasize what stupidity I did?

“I love the risk,” my wary, hoarse laugh when he tilts his head, thinking about something.

- The way you ... work with killers - does it cause you discomfort? Much more discomfort than coming here? - Ten points to Mr. Lecter.

- In a certain way ...

He touches his finger to his lower lip and presses on it, opening his mouth:

- You know, Jack Crawford invited me to look at you ... - That's how it is. “Look at me” - as if they were a married couple with Crawford, who chooses an orphan in an orphanage: “We will work with this psychopath, and let this one continue to rot ...”. “He was sure that you are a sociopath,” Dr. Lecter takes a sip and looks at me.

- What do you think?

- I believe that for the sociopath you experience too much guilt and too much responsibility. In addition, while you ... - an indefinite movement with a hand, - they tried to take control of their intestines, I did not notice that you enjoy what was happening. Rather ... you were scared.

“I was not scared,” I cling to the armrest of the chair and finish the wine to the bottom.

- What then did you feel? - He provokes me to frankness, definitely. Well, he should be prepared for the fact that I am succumbing.

- I felt shame.

“Why are you ashamed, Will?” “Dr. Lecter tries to dodge, so as not to show me that he is smiling, only I even feel his triumph from my place.”

- I was ashamed of what I understand ... - I need to throw it in his face "I understand why that asshole killed this fag." I need to shock him, cause him inconvenience in my own words, I want to make him unpleasant, make him be ashamed of myself.

I am surprised to note that I want to convey part of what I feel, to Dr. Lecturer. In order not to be responsible for what I know. Oh, please, you are the best specialist in neurosis in the city. Perhaps my condition is just a set of chronic lack of sleep and fatigue. Be kind, take a part of yourself, say that we can handle everything ...

“I understand why ...” I will be wander and light the ending, looking into the floor.

“Did that young man kill that young man?” - Clears the edge of the glass with his finger and puts it on the table nearby. Thanks for the help.

- No, I understand not the reason. I understand ... a killer. I understand why he was angry. Why he was upset. I understand what he was experiencing.

There is a pause, and Dr. Lecter will grow in a chair, moving closer to me.

- Could it be that you use the word “I understand”, although you want to say “I feel”? The fact is that I watched your work, Will, and the process itself seemed to me ... much more intimate to the logical justification of what was happening. I saw there not rationality, but rather ... empathy - he focuses on this word, as if emphasizing him in a sentence. - I mean not empathy and sympathy, but the separation of emotions.